12 | dear ex christians, this is why we’re not okay

11 | after leaving christianity i realized they taught us to hate ourselves

10 | the bizarre shock of reality after leaving christianity

9 | how i got into tarot, guides, new age, aliens & soul contracts post-christian deconstruction

8 | my christian deconstruction actually started 10+ years ago

7 | deconstruction therapy #1: prophetic ministry, audible voice, prosperity gospel, prayer warrior

6 | to be counted worthy: deconstructing what Christians are ACTUALLY saying about salvation

5 | aftershock: religious ptsd post-christian deconstruction

4 | what's your name?

3 | grief is more than death

2 | they tried to raise my brother from the dead

1 | "ever after," an elegy for my brother

Ep. 14 | Essay #4 | "Bear" by Missy Gordon

Ep. 13 | Bear 🐻

Ep. 12 | Essay #3 | Unrecognizable by Missy Gordon | Essay Only ⭐️

Ep. 11 | Unrecognizable 🐸

Ep. 10 | Essay #2 | "Everything Was Lost: The Collapse" by Missy Gordon | Essay Only ⭐️

Ep. 9 | Everything Was Lost: The Collapse 🔥

Ep. 8 | Essay #1 | "Home: Returning To Self As We Navigate Spiritual Gifts" by Missy Gordon | Essay Only ⭐️

Ep. 7 | Home: Returning To Self As We Navigate Spiritual Gifts